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Feb 12th, 2009 at 7:51pm

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  As the title of the thread states, here's my situation. I'm a100% disabled veteran diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder from the 1st Persian Gulf War in '91. The meds I take help greatly in my daily. The downside is that the meds, have, most likely sidelined me from all of SCUBA diving endevuers and piloting any aircraft for the long term future, if not for life.

  The strange thing is that the FAA, who has medically disqualified me from piloting aircraft, allows me to rig my own skydiving gear and walk off of a perfectly good aircraft from FL250+ with oxygen bottle in tow - and sometimes at night. It's nice to smell the smells, and see and hear all the different folks going through checklists and double checking their gear on the tarmac, but sometimes I look forward into the cockpit and find myself missing it, and sometimes it just aggrevates the he11 outta me to know I can't just climb into the cockpit.

   I've been thinking of a way to get back into the cockpit legally just to be able to get a different perspective on life, which is why I've done all of the activities that I have done so far.

  I'm sure I'll never solo in the pattern or do a solo cross-country flight, but, I'm wondering if it would within the legal bounds of the FAA, to do the full PPL course with the instructor with me a all times. In other words, gain the real-world knowledge and skills of a pilot, but never the get my license. If anything, I'd just stay "current" on a simulator.

  First, would this be within the bounds of FAA regulations? If so, would it be worth the money, time and effort to go through the program and still be bound with an instructor on flights? Or, would it just be better to keep reading books, watching videos on various flight subjects and just keep simming, like I've been doing?

  Any, and all thoughts are welcome, especially from real pilots and definately CFIs and above. Many thanks for any input.

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #1 - Feb 12th, 2009 at 8:57pm

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I am sure that something can be done. I have two real life examples of two situations I think you will identify a bit with:

1. Was waiting for my instructor to land with the group she went up with, so we could work on my crosswind landings. An 11 year old girl was flying left seat. She flew almost the whole time, obviously within legal boundaries. So i do believe that with a CFI you can go up on the left seat and learn things. But like you pointed out, you just might not be able to get the FAA medical, in which case you would never be able to solo.

anyhow,

2. Found out about an ex cop who used to take some sort of drug to help him sleep. Turns out that it was baned by the FAA, in any case, they required him to take psychological evaluations and therapy, but once he completed that, he was able to resume with his medical.

so, bottom line is if you want left seat time, thats easy. Just find an instructor, tell them your situation, and I bet they will be more then happy to teach you about flying, but keep in mind, I dont know the exact legalities of your situation, what's waiverable and what's not. So it could turn out that all you can do is go up with an instructor and not go past the 'discovery' flight kinda thing, but you could still learn the maneuvers, navigation, etc. so long as the instructor is always there.

Hope that gives you some hope. Wait till someone with more knowledge and experience chips in, im just a student pilot as of right now!
 

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Reply #2 - Feb 12th, 2009 at 9:22pm

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   Thanks Flavio. I fall in the second category - Former U.S. Marine, Desert Storm. I haven't slept much in 16 years, and when I do, I'll just say, there's nothing sweet about my dreams. I commonly stay up for days at a time, even with sleep meds, therapies, etc. I just stay wired...

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Reply #3 - Feb 12th, 2009 at 9:26pm

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It is perfectly legal to go up with an instructor all you want for lessons, and I'm sure you would be find an instructor sympathetic to your cause.  As Flavio stated though, without a medical you would not be able to solo, which is a huge part of the PPL course.  If you wanted, I would recommend contacting the AOPA's medical division to see what options you have for obtaining a medical.  Sometimes it is as simple as changing medications or getting a waiver.  You would be amazed at the knowledge they have of the medical process.  I am willing to bet you aren't the first PTSD patient with a passion for flying. 

As for if it is worth it to do it, that is entirely up to you.  If you like to fly, and will don't mind spending the money on the instructor for that chance, go for it. 

While I may never be a Marine, I will always hold those who are in the utmost respect.  Semper Fi
 
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Reply #4 - Feb 12th, 2009 at 9:28pm

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I just noted you are in Mandeville.  I grew up in Picayune and most of my family still lives in the area.  Very small world.
 
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Reply #5 - Feb 12th, 2009 at 9:51pm

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I can see no reason why it wouldn't be legal for you to fly all you want as long as you have an instructor with you.  I'm sure there are loads of instructors out there willing to fly with you whenever you want if you were to explain your situation. 

As long as you can convince whoever you're flying with you'll be safe up there and they are fully aware that they are pilot in command and responsible for everything that happens while both you are flying and they are flying, there should be no legal issue as far as I can see after a (very) brief glance at the FARs.

Heck, most of flight training happens with the instructor not even touching the controls during the entire flight, so I see no reason why you couldn't go and learn all the techniques you wanted to learn and fly as much as you wanted with an instructor.

Just out of curiosity, have you spoken to an aviation medical examiner about whether or not you can legally fly on your own?
 

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Reply #6 - Feb 13th, 2009 at 1:56am

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   Many thanks for the comments and ideas.

   I have never talked to a flight sergeon before, but at some point, I got my hands on a FAA list of disqualifing meds, which I take four different banned meds.

   I have spoken with several private pilots in my area, and they all seem to agree that I would be banned from flight with my current meds and condition. I have also spoken with several military pilots from both Gulf Wars and Afganistan, and they all knew exactly what I have been experiencing and admitted they have the same or simular problems. But, they made it a point to say that they really need to watch what they say, and basically keep their mouth shut about it, during their debriefs, psych evals, and especially the around the flight sergeons, or their careers, as pilots, would be over.

   I haven't tried making contact with AOPA, but it's definately a good idea, and I will make contact with them. I did the same with my SCUBA safety agency (Divers' Alert Network, DAN) and came to my own conclusion that the risk is just too great. But flying puts an opposite physiological affect on the human body than SCUBA, so, AOPA might make some suggestions or know of some loop holes. I'll definately do that.

   It is nice to hear that I might have a shot at getting in the left seat and learning everything necessary to be a private pilot. And, I imagine it's more fun if you have a buddy along for the ride anyway.

   Again, thanks for all the ideas, suggestions and kind words. And, I'm still open to any others also. Thanks again!

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #7 - Feb 13th, 2009 at 8:13am

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I'll just agree with what's been posted.. and add (as a non-current CFI), that I've done that type of "instructing". We had a club member with lung problems.. He absolutely could not ever pass another FAA physical, but we'd go up fairly often. He never logged any of it.. he just wanted to fly... and I was happy to help. I don't think I ever touched the controls with him on board (he was actually a first-rate pilot.. coulda taught me much more than I could have ever taught him (and he did)).

He paid for the airplane, and paid me the instructor's rate (and then some).

Go find an FBO... explain your situation.. you'll have NO trouble finding a CFI who, at the very least, would give you a never-ending intro-flight. You can sign up for ground school too... learn plenty, and meet other aspiring pilots.. And of course.. you can ask questions here, as you go ..

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Reply #8 - Feb 14th, 2009 at 11:56am

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what about sport pilot training?

you say you are medically disqualified... was this done to you personally because you tried to get a medical or is this your assumption because of what your situation is??

as long as you have never had an FAA medical denied, and you have a valid driver's license you can get a sport pilot license and fly a sport aircraft.

if you have the money or can get the financing to buy a little flight design CT or even an old Piper Cub it might be the answer to getting you into the air
 
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Reply #9 - Feb 14th, 2009 at 4:12pm

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  Thanks for good info Brett!  Smiley I've had an FBO in mind for about 3 years now. but with all I've had going on (VA, got married, moved), and the negative feedback I was getting from ATP pilots, I just shyed (sp?) away from it. I understand they have a Cessna 152 RG (I didn't know there was such an aircraft).

  Ritter, thanks for reminding me about the Sport License. I bought the Sporty's Recreational and PPL DVD series last year and enjoyed the heck outta them. I need to bring those out of whatever box they're in and watch them some more.  If I remember correctly, one needs a drivers license, instruction until proficient in the pattern, must stay within 10(?)nm from the home airport/field and, is not authorized to  have a passenger on board, other than an instructor and definate VFR weather conditions. THAT might be my ticket!!!

  And, to answer the flight sergeon question directly - no, I shyed away from going to the One flight sergeon everyone in a 50 mile radius pointed to in my area. And, yes, I assumed that I would be disqualified. Again, with feedback I got from the professional pilots, and with official FAA med list I have/had, I figured it best, to stay away for now.

  That being said, I did not mean to mislead everyone by the "medically disqualified" part. I guess I should have stated that I would "more than likely" be medically disqualified, since I have never been officially denied. The way I figured things is, I would need to be medically cleared before soloing, and at that point, I wouldn't be able to, or wouldn't want to lie about my meds and condition. I figure, if I had kept my problem hidden, remained undiagnosed and remained untreated that, that would be one thing, but to be diagnosed with a problem and under treatment for an undetermined amount of time are two totally different situations. That's the reason why I stated "medically disqualified", because I'm sure it will be a serious factor that will most likely bar me from being cleared for flight.

  I've always liked to be honest with everyone and everything I've done throughout my life, even if honesty got me into trouble. One of the hardest things I've had to do is be honest with myself and admit that I couldn't "tough it out anymore", and I got to the point that I had to stick my hand out for help. Fortunately, there was a quick hand that was ready and waiting for my hand to reach out.

   I'd wouldn't mind staying in the pattern in a J2/J3/L4, C120/140 or a C150/152  Smiley

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #10 - Feb 14th, 2009 at 11:03pm

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Are you sure about the 152 RG?  I've never heard of such a thing.  Out of curiosity, which airport and FBO were you looking at going to, St. Tammany?
 
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Reply #11 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 1:15am

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  Oh, sorry Dave. Yeah, it seems the older I get the smaller the world seems to get.

www.flybyknight.biz/index.html

  And I was wrong about the C 152 RG. They have a C 152 and 172 RG and they're in Hammond: Northshore Regional (KHDC). It's on the west side the airport.

  I haven't been out there in a while, but as far as I know, Top Gun is still in operation. I think there's a place called Aces High (?) right behind Top Gun - I don't know if they're still around, and Tom Seigrist (sp?) at Cloud Chasers has been steadily selling off his aircraft. He may have closed up shop already, he's got to be in his late seventies now, but still an old school, hardcore, military style instructor. I know he lost a C310 in an engine failure shortly after take off around seven years ago (2 killed), and I want to say he lost a C210 coming back from the New Orleans area a couple of years later, he might have sold it - either way he got rid of it. I was considering buying a nice C150 (N704KT) about 6 years ago. One of the guys in my ground school class beat me to it though - oh well.

  St. Tammany is still a grass strip, and is listed as Covington, but it's actually in Abita Springs off of highway 36. I've never seen much action out there, but they had a plane crash out there about year ago with 3 or 4 killed. I can't remember what type of plane it was, but no one I talked to could imagine a 4 seater wanting to land there.
 
   Covington/Vincent, right by Covington High School, has been a private grass/dirt strip for about 20 years now.

  Also, after Hurricane Katrina came through, the National Guard, U.S. Customs, FBI, Secret Service, DEA and all the other government agencies that don't exist pretty much took over most of Hammond airport. It's not towered as of yet, but the military has a "temporary" ATC system in place. They re-did runway 13/31 before the hurricane, so it's not so bumpy. And rumor is, that they have/will lengthened runway 18/36 to about 7000'. Another funny thing is, that the City of Hammond was in the process of trying to shut down the airport before Katrina. It makes government sense to re-do a runway and then shut the place down  Roll Eyes

  If you left the northshore more than 5 years ago, you wouldn't recognize the place now - there are traffic lights galore, Highway 190 has 5 and 7 lanes, Highway 59 was up to 3 lanes a while back and I think they widened it to 5 lanes recently, forests have been clear-cut and marshes have been filled in to put up more and more subdivisions - it's real mad house. Nowadays, you pay $3 on the northshore toll booths only for The Causeway, instead of $1.50 on the north and south sides. I really don't go out if I don't have to, and if I do go out, I do it late in the evening or early in the morning while all the idiots are not out and about.

   Slidell is growing steadily as a town. There's a skydiving place that opened up there (KASD) about 3 years, although I've never jumped there. Other than that, there isn't much action around there that i know of.

   Picayune/Magnolia areas are growing by leaps and bounds also, what I understand, since the casinos have opened a while back. I haven't been in that area in quite awhile. It was beautiful country the last time I went out there.

   NASA is still occupying most of Stennis, if not all of it. I'm not sure Diamondhead is back in business or not, but the Gulfport airport is mostly occupied by all the government agencies as Hammond is. Gold Coast Skydiving is still kicking in Pascagoula/Moss Point.

  I think that covers most of the area...  Smiley 

Semper Fi, Dave
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Reply #12 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 2:54am

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sport pilot is likely your ticket! if you have never gone in for a flight physical your a shoe in. Get hooked up with a sport pilot instructor.

Privileges and limitations of the sport pilot license are:

Privileges:

You may only operate as pilot in command of a sport pilot eligible aircraft*

You may carry no more than one passenger and share expenses (fuel, oil, airport expenses, and aircraft rental);

You may only fly during the daytime using visual flight rules (VFR).

You may fly cross-country anywhere in the U.S. outside of controlled airspace

You may fly up to but not higher than 10,000 feet above mean sea level (MSL).

You may fly into controlled airspace with appropriate additional training.

Limitations:

Cannot operate in controlled airspace without instructor sign off.

No flights outside the U.S. without prior permission from the foreign aviation authority.

May not tow any object.

May not operate the aircraft in furtherance of business or for compensation or hire.

as long as you have a drivers license... your golden  Wink
 
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Reply #13 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 8:31am

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You all know how I feel about Sport Pilot licenses... so I won't get into that Angry  (yet)

But I will point out what I've seen and learned over the last several years.

You pretty much have to buy an airplane to use a Sport Pilot license. Very very few clubs have them available for rent. FBO's who plan on staying in business don't rent them either. And those who do are living on the edge. I mean, would YOU invest tens of thousands of dollars into an airplane, and then let someone who isn't able to sit through a simple, 3rd-class, FAA physical fly it ?.. do you think your insurance company is crazy about that idea ??  Would YOU insure a $50,000 - $100,000 investment under those circumstances ?

Now... let's discuss you buying an LSA. While you might have no problem getting an insurance company to accept your premiums.. Getting them to pay a settlement is a different story. Let's go with a best-case scenario (nobody gets injured or killed)... The wind shifts as your coming over the numbers.. you land hard and with a lot of side-loading.. after a couple of bounces and a ground-loop.. the airplane is damaged beyond repair. Do you think they'll just cut a check ? Do you think they might investigate your medical fitness.. prior conditions/medications, and make it a legal battle costing you near what the settlement is worth ? Throw in an inury or death and.. well.. you get the idea Cry

Flying airplanes is serious, sober business. This Sport Pilot stuff is bad news, and a solution to a problem that doesn't exist. Thankfully; even after years of promotion, it's yet to get a head of steam going. Anyone who gets far enough into the flying stuff, quickly realizes that the cost difference between getting a Sport Pilot license, and a normal PPL is miniscule compared to the cost of flying in general. Most(if not all) of FBOs/clubs that DO maintain LSA craft, require a PPL to rent them (because the compnay that insures their business requires it).

I have no problem with people who go LSA for cost reasons; buy their own aircraft, and fly just for fun. 99/100 of them end up getting a PPL anyway. However.. going the Sport Pilot route because you CANNOT pass a physical, is bad idea on too many levels to discuss. And for practicality.. you really can't use a Sport Pilot license, unless you can afford an airplane. And if you don't have CASH for that airplane.. banks aren't lining up to lend money to people who'd have trouble insuring the investment.

Take an intro flight (or fifty).. enroll in ground school. If you get to the point where you really want to be a pilot.. cross that bridge at that time. Talk to an aviation attorney and a flight surgeon. If the details can't be resolved.. so be it.  

 
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Reply #14 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 11:36am

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   Hmmm.... Both points are well made and well taken. And both arguements are exciting and sobering. This is an easy a choice for me, as I had to make with SCUBA though - safety first, period.

   Even though the possibility exists to solo and is very attractive, being an eternal student is much more comfortable to me. In fact, I'm even considering not teasing myself by doing that either, and just stay out of the cockpit, do the ground school and work on their FAA approved simulator. Then bring as much of that knowledge home to my sim pit. I could plan realistic flights, and then just execute the "flight" as realistic as the sim allows. I'll let the folks who are fit for duty do their job and I'll continue to do mine (be ready to jump - safely, of course). As I posted above, honesty with oneself is a real b!tch sometimes  Sad  Cool It is nice to have, at least, a couple of options available though...

   Thanks for all the good words and info. Feel free to throw some other ideas or options on the table. Many thanks again!  Smiley

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #15 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 11:57am

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You know what's kind of funny, and comforting in its own way ?  I fully expect to be grounded, medically, long before I'm ready to stop flying. It wouldn't surprise me if it happens at my next physical (blood pressure and blood sugar)..

There is a part of me that is looking forward to spending the thousands I  spend flying, on a first-rate sim-pit  Cool

Like today for example. I offered to take a friend up, for a fun, scenic flight this afternoon. Between posts here.. I'm checking and re-checking weather. It's cold enough, and the clouds are low enough, to threaten icing ..  So I'll spend the better part of the day teetering and anxious. It gets tiring. And if I were 500 miles from home, needing to get home.. it gets downright aggravating. With all the glamorous fun of flying, comes this nonsense.. and I won't miss it one bit.

A disciplined, rewarding, challenging, fun, ultra-realistic sim-flight looks mighty gooooood right now  Cool
 
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Reply #16 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 1:25pm

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we have a guy on the field who sells these light sport CTLS aircraft.

They are great little airplanes, fun to fly, but in hind sight im glad i never got one.

like Brett said... very few insurance companies will touch one, but he has sold two now to zero hour guys who have gone through sport pilot training, and found a couple of insurance companies who will... for about 4K a year.

their "mission scope"?

"pilot A" plans to use his to survey damage along the coast after hurricanes... he is in the business of making those repairs. he understands the difference between the PPL and the SPL but didnt care. All he wanted o do was leave his ranch which has enough land for a grass strip... fly an hour or so to the coast, survey the damage and maybe have his colleague take photos.

as long as the expenses of the flight are out of his pocket and are not counted as a deduction on his business... he is within the limitation of not flying in furtherance of a business.

"Pilot B" is simply an old man who missed the boat on getting a license. he is a 65 year old widower who also has a large ranch in the middle of nowhere with an unused grass strip on it. he plans to rehabilitate the grass strip, and use the airplane to fly around his central Texas ranch to keep an eye on his cattle.

about the safety of the sport pilot license... there is an instructor on the field who does sport training. his motto "flying is only as safe as the person holding the yoke" and for this reason he explains to students who intend to get a sport pilot license that they should expect to spend 45-55 hours getting the license despite the fact that 20 is the minimum.

the safety discussion i guess for some reason revolves around the training minimum of 20 hours.

its an unrealistic minimum, and unless you KNOW you cant get a medical for some benign reason you may as well get a PPL as you are going to train for that length of time anyway

... and in my opinion, just about any sport pilot applicant at check ride time, who has been training for 40 - 50 hours is going to be equally prepared for a check ride as a private pilot.
 
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Reply #17 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 1:48pm

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It's worth noting that you don't need a medical to hold a glider rating. Wink You do have to sow you have no "medical defect", but your PTSD and the meds regimen may not disqualify you.
Maybe that's not the kind of flying you want to do, but you might like it. It's cheaper to get into and keep doing, and although it's challenging, it's  lot more peaceful and relaxing, usually, than powered flight.

As for your condition in general: the regs, whether they favor your situation or not, are not what matter. I have little doubt that flying would be therapeutic for a guy with your issues, but you have to be honest with yourself at all tmes, like any pilot.

The most important part of any pilot's pre-flight procedure is the I.M.S.A.F.E. checklist:

Illness: Am I feeling good today? Any cold, flu, aches and pains, nausea, dizziness?


-You might feel well enough to go to the airport, etc., bu unless you are feelin tip-top, don't get in that aircraft-

Medication: Am I taking anything that might impair my judgement, balance, or endurance?


-You'd be amazed to learn how often something as benign as an antihistamine has contributed to a fatal air accident-

Stress: Am I relaxed enough today to not be distracted or become impatient or angry?


-Flying is a wonderful way to shed your day-to-day cares, but watch out! If you can't smile as you prepare to depart, don't go. Maybe you need to brood some more, or kick something first. Maybe you just need to go home and get drunk. You must be able to focus on the flying, 100%-

Alchohol and drugs: Am I clean and sober?
 

-If you don't get this without explanation, do us all a favor and don't fly-

Fatigue: Am I rested? I might feel wide awake, but is my mind clear and my body willing?


-I'm not talking sleepiness here; I'm talking real fatigue. If you're running on empty but have found your "second wind", you are a time bomb behind the controls. The fatigue where you don't realize you are impaired is the worst kind-


Emotion: Am I flying today to get away from some problem that has me upset?


-This relates to Stress indirectly... again, check yourself before commiting. Don't open that throttle unless you aleady feel more at peace just being there. Anger and sadness can distract you, and distractions can kill you up there-

Anyway... contact AOPA, and the SSA (Soaring Society of America) if you're inerested in gliding... and meanwhile, just go take an intro flight in something.



 

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Reply #18 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 5:25pm

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   Very good words of advice and wisdom Gents.

   I like the I'M SAFE acronym - that's really cool. And, it actually follows the same line of thinking in SCUBA, jumping, shooting/hand loading, motorcycle riding (some riders anyway), etc... I'm going to print that out and add that to my list of acronyms and checklists. I wish I could post that at all stop lights for the idiot drivers to read, but, they're usually too busy talking on their cell phones, doing their homework, etc... Or they just don't know how to read.  Grin

   Brett, I just went through that with SCUBA this past year and motorcycle riding about 4 years ago. And, I really only have a few more jumps left in me. D@mn! I think I might be growing up Cheesy SHhhh!!! Don't tell my Mom I said that Grin

   Here's a kinda sad but true personal story. I had turned 20 years old right before we shipped back from the Middle East. Although I felt like I was 120 years old, I stayed in the reserves for 4 more years and worked for the Postal Service as my "day job". (Fast-forward a bit) One day I was on a Marines-only website (young, old, war or peace time) where a thread came up posing the question "what would you do if you found out that you only had 24 hours more to live?" (We often speak about killing and death as if we were deciding what to have for lunch.) Well, a bunch of young bucks chimed in with "I'd hurry up and do 'this' and 'that'". And without realizing what I was typing at the time, my response was "I have done everything I ever wanted to do. If I died today, I will have lived a full life." -and I wasn't kidding, I'd made it into and out of a combat zone (and got more than I bargained for), jumped, dove, rode a motorcycle across the country a couple of times, got a few short flying hours, owned two homes, sport cars, worked 80-100 hour weeks for months on end, lost it all, and started all over again. Now here's the sad part, I was 28 years old when I typed that response. It took me about 3 years before I realized what I had typed, and it was the first jolt that made me realize that I might want to slow down bit before I either hit a brick wall or ride off the side of a cliff. Sometimes getting out of the pressure cooker and relaxing isn't such bad thing. I remember that most every response to the question after my post was by the more seasoned folks who spoke of hugging their kids and loved ones and those types of answers. So, I can recognize and appreciate words of wisdom. Thanks Gents...  Smiley

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #19 - Feb 15th, 2009 at 8:14pm

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Hammond should be a good airport for learning.  Last I knew, one of my college buddies was the airport manager there.  I moved north three years ago, after Katrina, so I believe the changes.  Everytime I go back to Picayune I can't recognize the town.
 
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Reply #20 - Feb 16th, 2009 at 6:42pm

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   I wanted to address several points that Roddy brought up, but I wanted to "digest" the IMSAFE checklist - that's the most well thought out and well written personal awareness checklist I have in my pile. I can probably get rid of most of the other checklists and just use IMSAFE.

   I can tell you've done your homework on PTSD, and I appreciate the effort in understanding the true issues involved. One of things you stated about being 100% focused and having total situational awareness and fatigue ring very true with me.

  The first mindsets instilled from bootcamp on, is "attention to detail". Further training forces one to keep "attention to detail" going full blast  while keeping "total situational awareness". One of our Gunnies would tell us "ignorance WILL get you killed in combat" on a regular basis. I still smile when I hear that. I guess the civilian version of that would be "the devil is in the details".

  Here's the part of our training that becomes a two-edged sword. We're prodded and harassed until we're way beyond "out of fuel" through sleep deprivation, cold, wet, hunger, hot, over-burdened with gear, etc. While this going on, attention to detail and situational awareness are still being pointed out to us and we get to suffer for our lack of it, by more harassment. Then we are placed in a simulated combat situation where seconds count, situational awareness counts and attention to detail counts. Then the instructors point out ALL of the deficiencies that could have gotten someone, or all of us killed. And basically, it was a never ending cycle - for my unit anyway. Every member of the squad/platoon was expected to perform at or beyond the 100% level.

  In my earlier years of returning, I figured out very quickly that if I did not focus 100% on the task at hand, in other words, at only 99.99% effort, the "demons", "ghosts of war" or whatever they're called, would overcome me (anger, violencebelittlement, sick sarcasm, etc.). That ".01%" loss of focus would cost me hell, and that ".01%" would include any rest, relaxation of any sort, and sleep - I came to considered those "activities" as laziness. Although I knew the human body could only do and take so much, fatigue and weariness was a much cheaper to pay and stay focused on "whatever" then to face "hell".

  It's said that "time heals all wounds", and I've found that to be more and more true the last 2-3 years. but in the transition I found that (I'll use SCUBA as an example) being a divemaster was more of a pita, dealing with (unfocused/uncaring/uninterested) students, but I was perfectly fine challenging myself with more complex diving and dive equipment (tech, cave, rebreather dives) kept the focus, attention to detail and situational awareness at, or above 100% from myself, personally, and with each member of the dive team.

  As far as work is concerned, my co-workers never could quite figure me out, but my supervisors loved me. I could take a "mission" that would normally call for 2-3 employees and twice the time and effort to do and I'd figure out the most sensable, most non-complex way of doing it in moments, do the task by myself and still do it in half the time.

  Over 15+ years as I worked, I slowly figured out that while I was working, my co-workers and managers were growing more and more lazy and I began to recieve more and more tasks while the rest of the team was napping more and more, and taking longer and longer "coffee breaks".

  The defining moment for me came when a supervisor told me point-blank in front of a freshly napped co-worker that "it was much easier for us (management) to give the work to you than it is for us to get people like 'him' to do it". At that point I knew that no form of motivation or harassment would change things for my co-workers or managers - I could no longer focus 10% at work, much less 100% - and that's when I had to raise my hand and ask for help... And, (un)fortunately, that is how I earned the my label of "broken, unservicable, no longer useful piece of equipment" - disabled.  Embarrassed  Undecided

  On the brighter side of things, I have gotten help and treatment, and even more importantly I have faced and dealt with most of the "bigger, stronger 'demons'", which "grants me the 'permission'" to rest, relax and even sleep well most nights.  Smiley

  The reason for telling my story is because, quite a few Vietnam Veterans opened up and told me their stories as I worked. I never focused on what they were saying, but I was listening and sometimes I read their stories. The stories were never really about bravado, they were more of, "this is what I did to stay sane in the insanity" or "this what I did to overcome insanity". So, hopefully my story can/will help some of the newer Vets coming home these days.

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #21 - Feb 17th, 2009 at 12:18am

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I've never served, myself, but I've talked to many who have. You sound like you have a pretty healthy perspective at this point... believe me, from the air, especially when you're alone up there, it all makes even more sense. Grin

 Go take a lesson, in any plane, just for the hell of it. Worry about how far you can go with it later. If you really want to fly on your own, you'll figure something out.
I had my own obstacles to overcome, but I wanted it (the PPASEL) sooo bad! I did it... somehow.  
I recently realized I could probably never get a loan for a plane of my own... but I made lemonade out of that reality check by getting into a gliding club. I'm not pushing myself as hard to get the PP-G, but I'm enjoying flying more than I used to, and getting a lot better at the basics, for sure. At this point, if I were "reduced" to hang-gliding, I'd probably still get the same "fix" from it as I have flying 1000 miles in an expensive airplane. As it is, if I get my commercial glider ticket and my CFI-glider, too, I'll be pretty damn proud of myself and perfectly happy to only do that kind of flying. It's all about getting some air under my butt on a regular basis... it's like heroin for me.

Not every pilot looks at it like I do, but what I find most rewarding about flying is that you do have to bring that "110%" attitude because yes, lives may depend on it, but at the same time it's incredibly liberating. You walk the razor's edge between mind-numbing routine and mind-blowing abandon.

I've done a little diving, and I think the same can be said of that pursuit: you have to do it by the numbers or you can die, but your reward is to enter this fantastic world, beyond the natural limits of our bodies, and you experience something the average schmuck will never know about. You've got that passion, which is great, whether or not you can achieve your flying goals.

BTW: I've never heard of a retractable-gear 152 (  Huh ) , and whatever you do... DO NOT LIE TO THE FAA, OR TRY TO HIDE EVIDENCE DOCUMENTED ELSEWHERE.  ESPECIALLY ON MEDICAL FORMS. EVER. They don't like that.  Smiley

 

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Reply #22 - Feb 17th, 2009 at 7:12pm

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  Yeah, I was wrong about the C 152 RG, they have a fixed gear 152. They have a 172 RG (I've never heard of one those either). I think you can click the link to their website and take a look. Their simulator looks nice - I priced one out simular to theirs for a C 172 - $30K  Shocked

  It's interesting that you brought up gliding also. I've never had a direct interest in gliding, but I found out recently that the Diamond Katanas that I like to "fly" are actually glider trainers of sorts. I recently bought Aerosoft's Diamond DA 20 80/100 Katana set. I got into a conversation with a member over on their forum, about how I had to really turn up the engine volume in the sound.cfg. It turns out, he's flown them before and he gave me a pretty good education about the little aircraft. He described how quiet it really is in the cockpit, and that the sound levels were actually pretty close to the real aircraft. He said that the sim aircraft really "flies" pretty close to real aircraft also.

  I took a cursory look at the Houston, New Orleans and south Memphis sectional charts and yeilded only two places that have gliders. There's a glider club and area northwest of Houston (just outside of the Houston TAC coverage) and, surprizing to me, is there is one northwest of Pensacola, Florida. I find it surprizing for two reasons. First, it's in close proximity to a major NAS, and within, or surrounded by Alert, MOAs and Restricted Areas along with a host other major military installations. And secondly, because it's in such close proximity to the gulf coast, it does yield a strong steady wind (usually from the south or the east), but thermals and updrafts along this area usually mean lightning and thunderstorms are forming - and they form real quick. I'll admit that my sectionals are 6-12 months old (I just use them for simming) and that I probably don't have a full enough aeronautical weather knowledge under my belt to be making too authoritative comments, but I've lived on the coast for long enough that I have an idea of usual weather patterns.

  Anyway, a Diamond is an airplane and a glider  Huh Hmmm... tempting...  Smiley

Semper Fi, Dave
 
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Reply #23 - Feb 17th, 2009 at 10:32pm

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Oops, I sort of forgot you're not exactly in soaring country. Cheesy
Funny you should mention Katanas being glider trainers... have you seen Diamond's true motor glider....?

http://www.diamond-air.at/hk36_super_dimona+M52087573ab0.html

Remarkable airplane.  Cool

I got a good look at one once and talked with the owner... what he liked best about it was that when he's cruising up high, if the engine quits it's not a matter of "where's a place  I can put it down without killing myself?" so much as "hmmm... which airport shall I land at?" Grin

It's a great X-C machine but with that wing, it'll glide a very long way. A bit tricky to taxi around the average small airport, though...  Shocked
 

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Reply #24 - Feb 28th, 2009 at 11:16am

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http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29440505

Since this was in EG 7s area thought I'd check and make sure it wasn't him. 

As for gliding, I don't know how much there still is, but there used to be a group in Poplarville, MS that flew gliders occasionally, I don't know if there are still there.
 
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Reply #25 - Mar 9th, 2009 at 11:40am

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Believe all you need is a qualified 'pilot in command' in the other seat.  Since the FAA shredded my medical several years ago, that's been my requirement.
 

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Reply #26 - Mar 15th, 2009 at 7:38am

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Wow, what a good discussion.

First, EG 7, I'd like to thank you for your service. My hat is off to you and all those that put their lives on the line for our nation. You guys are amazing!

Second, I will agree with Brett's post. If you're medically unfit to get a real PPL, there's no point pursing a Sport pilot shortcut.

Third, your condition is likely not permanent, right? Focus on your health first, and take care of that! Flying for fun is merely recreation that will cost a lot of money and induce risk into your life.

I went to school to get my PPL, got my Instrument rating and several instructor ratings, but gave it up for money reasons. I've also given up most of my golfing for money reasons as well. It's all about life choices, priorities, and stuff. I have nine childred, and they're WAY more important to me than my selfish desire to golf or fly.

That's why I have spent lots of money on a good computer, simulator, yoke & pedals, etc. so I can fly. I've also bought a Wii so I can play some realistic golf without spending the family into the poor house.

If you choose flying as a serious life-long recreational passion, all your priorities will come into line, starting with your health. Get that handled and the rest will come. Good luck, sir!
 
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Reply #27 - Jul 9th, 2009 at 3:41pm

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EG-7, awhile ago I was listening to a flight surgeon speak about getting into any sort of flight training, Air Force, Navy, Airlines, etc. He said a lot of people come to him saying, I have this, or take this so I can't fly. He said, "Until I say you have it, your fine." He also said, you can take a lot of different kinds of medication, including some of the "banned" ones, and a flight surgeon can still get the FAA to approve you for flight. So I highly suggest visiting a flight surgeon. Wink
 
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Reply #28 - Jul 9th, 2009 at 9:11pm

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Ravang wrote on Jul 9th, 2009 at 3:41pm:
EG-7, awhile ago I was listening to a flight surgeon speak about getting into any sort of flight training, Air Force, Navy, Airlines, etc. He said a lot of people come to him saying, I have this, or take this so I can't fly. He said, "Until I say you have it, your fine." He also said, you can take a lot of different kinds of medication, including some of the "banned" ones, and a flight surgeon can still get the FAA to approve you for flight. So I highly suggest visiting a flight surgeon. Wink


It also depends on the surgeon.  We have two in the area, one who firmly believes in the failure rate, and another that is a pilot and understands what that means to many people, and what would actually be disqualifing.  I'm betting most here can figure out which one is busier.
 
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